~heart broken~

heart broken............pp(a rich land) no hope.....
on the day the election result out..i was disappointed by those result
again..kel is retains by pas..very de sad..no freedom...
this time m'sia really get into hot water..politic..hehe..
i always not so concern..but this time..i also wonder why it makes me
worry about that..and keep on viewing the results..
very eager to know who will be the winner..
maybe its because miracle will happen..thats why i am here dropping
my words..no mood to study and keep viewing the news..
the opposition really faught really hard and they won at last..haha..
nvm liao la..it ends tonite..it ends tonite...
my broken heart easy to recover...wakaka...
actually nothing more to write..just wan to vent on it only..haha...

~long story~

Today, friend suddenly told me is his bday..feel like i really "no heart"..it has been a long time i din really remember and cares who will be the coming bday prince n princess..it had been a long time that i din keep in touch with them..and cares abt their things..the truth is i really useless..dun hav a good time management..the fact is I DO WAT PIGS DO...everyday eat, sleep, watch drama and rushing for class..test>>last minutes, study>>last minutes..assign also last minutes..sometimes really think i am a rubbish living in this world...i duno wat happen with me..just LAZY!!! these few days i really try to face up my prob..but many things comes together and make me feel like i cant handle anything...life isn't easy..friend also not easy to make..few days ago i really feel dissapointed with XXX..really make me wanna cry..and it does..always having prob to communicate and i dun like those feelings..sometimes we are good friends but sometimes we are not..i really dun understand her...i hav been persuaded myself again n again not to think abt it..but just cant do it..i appreciate my friends..i wan to be nice with everyone but the truth is i cant make it..i am sorry to blame god that try to make this kind of things happen in my life..i wan to be strong..strong in everything..i put 0% effort in it..funny..thats why its the result..few days ago i am rushing for my assign..i saw who is really best friends..they lend me a hand..thats make me feel very touching..i really thanks them from the bottom of my heart..for XXX chew..never ask me also..i call n msg her nobody pick up phone..on the next day she still pretend nth oo...then summore dun wan choi me like that..tats make me angry + furious!!! tat day really make me no mood to listen to the lecture..keep on thinking..1week, 2 weeks continues she make me unhappy ady..everyday i try to cheer myself up..but the next day she still hurting me..maybe she dun think is a big deal..but for me it is!!! sob~sob~i dun wan to let her know all this..i am afraid that it might affect our friendship..thats why till now i never tell her i hav a blog..cos this is the only place i can vent on..i try to tell my close friends abt it but of course i cant cry in front of them..that will make them worry more...haiz.....forget it...i shouldn't care abt it anymore...never ever!! i feel very stress and so sad...omg..tomolo my eyes sure bengkak..crying non stop for 20mins ady..i wanna choose to be happy everyday..

~days without computer~

haiz...computer suddenly 'sot sot' cant on..
very worry the things in my c drive will gone after format..
if not c drive prob lagi charm..my notes and my photo n creation
all gone liao..really hope only c drive need to format..
haiz..although only format c drive but it still make me unhappy..
the drawing my friend gave me..the doc tat i keep..the file keep..
wan blame ppl..i think not necessary la..blame also no use..
maybe is the time for my comp to rest a while also..but then..
no comp really very boring..this few days i really nothing to do..
after class straight go to friends room chit chat..use comp watch
movie chatting..then at nite only go back sleep..haha..so funny..
now cant print notes..very mafan need to use ppl comp read notes..
hmm..comp ar..faster come back accompany again la..
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yday hostel no water..after meeting go friends house bath..haha..
after that, 2monkey keep on say hungry haven eat..haha..then oklo..
go cook with them..haiz..cook also kena boom..
din cook also kena boom..keep on 'pijak' me..haiz..nvmlo..
after eat help them wash plate..mm.. better la..
din boom liao..keke...after that teach me play mahjong..haha..
feel myself so stupid la..play few round also dunno how to play...
hmm...very late lo..play till everyone also sleepy liao only go home..
Today is valentine..but nothing special la..another day only wat..
wat for celebrate this n that..'wu liao'..hehe..everyday is the same..
today might play mahjong again..haha...

~day to day~

30/1，刚刚搞定assign part 1..so 可以去慈济帮忙。。
虽然，很累。。不过，很值得！自己可以为社会付出一点点力！
很高兴。。也觉得开始热爱慈济。。很有满足感。。
特别是今天突然收到朋友的短讯。。写着。。
--> Besi RM 9.60
--> Tin RM 17.50
--> kotak RM 276.50
--> scrap RM 25.55
--> plastic RM 18.00
--> botol RM19.80
Total --> RM 367.00
哇！有种说不出的高兴。。哈哈。。
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31/1 , very unhappy day.. dun really wan to care about it but it
happen again and again..everytime i try to calm down..
hope everything won happen again and again...

~开开心心过每一天~

--〉假期里
哟！终于三个星期就这样过了。。
这假期，我觉得过的非常的有意义。。
读了很多的书，增进了很多的知识。。很充实。。
顾着看别的课外书，却忘了我担心考试的事。。哈哈。。
> 炸到! < 差不多成绩要放榜时才开始紧张。。嘻嘻！
不过，成绩还好。。没有想象的糟糕。。反而 ok。。
假期里，竟然病倒了。。真不像样。。有些东西想吃的都来
不及吃。。新年又没机会吃到。。哎~~ 假期一直吃。。
都胖了。。哈哈。。不过，想想。。~吃得是福~
所以，还好啦。。wakaka....
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--〉假期后
哎~~假期想见见老朋友可是时间问题所以取消了！！
新年又不知道有没有时间见到他们。。哎~~
老朋友。。好久不见啦！！！！
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--〉开学了
yoyo~~~新学期来咯！！假期也一样的很迟睡
开学那晚前夕。。我十点半就睡了。。很好。。很早。。
已有四个月没有早睡了。。睡得好好的。。可是，
两点半突然觉得很热。。起身后，再也睡不着了。。超不爽。。
起来，就整理我的抽屉。。在看看。。四点半。。还是不爱睡。。
就拿早上要上课的notes 读了一遍。。wow~~六点半。。有点困了，
小睡一下。。怎知。。睡了就很懒起床。。赖到七点十五才舍得起床
飞速去冲个凉就去上课。。忘了去拿报纸。。结果老师迟到。。
没东西做。。很无聊。。上了半小时的课。。omg.. 顶不顺。。
还在同样头四个 slides 兜圈圈。。实在没心听下去。。
开始有点爱睡。。wakaka...肚子又不争气。。一直叽哩古噜叫! >_<
上完后，另一个课的老师又来了。。只好再忍。。ok..
终于，全都上完了。。我冲！！！！lunch time!!
一边看戏一边吃。。
--> antivirus expired.. so dl new one
--> walao eh..detected 73 Trojan Horse..
--> take a nap...醒来后果然精神十足！！
--> 哟！冲了凉。。5pm又去上课。。
就这样过了大半天。。晚餐又吃！很饱。。很迟才写blog...
真的好多东西想写。。可是，太长了。。哈哈。。

~无所事事~

今天,又过了一天..看看之前说过要做的东西,一样都没做到..
心一直再想 两个星期后的生死之迅...很怕很怕。。
未来的两个星期要乖乖读书..早上工作,晚上读书。。
好好按照我的计划进行。。。酱就 perfect..哈哈。。。

~抛开压力的一天~

*这里有个 relax 的傻傻版。。~希望你们天天都有笑容~*

wow~昨天一考完试就跑去玩了一整天。。被一个人 ‘放飞机’。。
但我还是去了。。因为。。考试后很想发泄。。所以第一站，
我们去bowling。。一开始打就打了九支。。把大佬给吓到了。。
wakaka..不过，我只是‘撞采’而已。。下几场。。哎。。球技很烂。。
大佬就好一连几次 spare & strike 咧! 哈哈。。过后还shopping..hoho..
晚餐吃辣汤+花雕鸡。。很好吃！yum yum..果然没介绍错！吃了很饱
所以，pasar mlm 也没有在买东西。。不过，过后还吃了ice-cream..
还是baskin robins 的。。wakaka...mai siao ler...
哇！今天大佬又带我们上了另一个小云顶。。~爽~完全不同的景色。。
很美。。刚好klcc今天有开灯。。那klcc把灯直直射到天空。。
很像往天堂的一道光。。美！但一点左右就关灯了。。聊了很久才回家
伟权在车上睡着了。。可是被我弄醒。。wakaka..
大佬途中说肚子饿。。我们就到old town 吃宵夜。。
看到大佬吃东西的innocent look! <-- wakakaka....伟权说要强调。。
应该是爱睡了吧。。吃东西很少讲话。。很可怜哦。。感觉上他很累
了。。不过还撑到很晚。。回到家。。还很饱。。
坐在电脑面前顶不住了。。很谢谢你们倍我玩了一天。。嘻嘻 n_n
想到三个星期不能on9..有点不爽。。不过，在家就有家里的生活方式
也没时间on9..所以。。还ok的啦！各位朋友。。你们保重咯！
好好读书，好好享受假期。。好好工作。。好好加油！！